dear you,
where did we go? i'm sitting here reminiscing and looking at pictures and thinking about all the times you made me smile and the times you made me cry but always said "i love you bay." i mean i'm single and happy as of where i stand but i constantly find myself going back and forth with you, mostly i stay thinking of how much i miss you! it's like "..such a shame we ended up this way deciding that we're better off with others." it's crazy that two of my friends expressed that they want me to get back with you after them seeing you, which they realized why i speak about you i have this biggest smile, but sadly my heart will not allow it. i just decided that i will love you from a distance and care about you and TRY to be friends with you. Even though your difficult self refuses to just be "friends" but rather be more then that or its nothing at all. i know you're not happy about me moving on and constantly telling me of how i should be with you and exaggerating that no one is better, but i'll be happy for you in any choices that you decide to make. i just wanted to say that i still love you and care about you and i wish you would just for once try to accept us being friends and "maybe" i emphasize that majorly that maybe, when you are ready we can be together but that's a long road ahead. the bricks on this road are broken and neither one of us have taken the time to fix them, therefore "we" can't walk down that road together.
sincerely, me
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