why can't i love you in slow motion,
take my time, take away the pressure on my mind
really get to know you, but rewind
wanna love you in slow motion..
i hate blogs and i blame someone for giving me the idea of even starting one. but than i love her ten times more. today was the worse day and the one person i thought i was going to be with feels as though were already at a distance before we really even established something. i felt it since last week and maybe i made the mistake of allowing my emotions to be all over the place and not focusing on my true feelings. i feel as though i am lying to myself about what i truly want and whom i truly want to be with. i guess i should slightly let go of something that will never be. this leads to holding back all the emotions and feelings that i once shared.
i think i have falling for someone, but i will never tell =) only time will tell before my feelings are exposed. of course its hard to even express to anyone, because they never take me seriously or they use it against me somehow or just done care. i dont know i just simply love them regardless of how much they piss me off and how much they get on my nerves. i keep having dreams about them =x which is always a sign, especially if you never had one about someone your suppose to be focusing on. i guess i should consider following the signs at least, but not fall to hard.
i cant say that im happy, but karma is in affect for someone that i once liked. they played me big time and left me with a broken-heart. at the same time im trying to be there for them in this crucial critical time they are going through at the moment. sad part about it is the fact that she has a girl, still flirts with people on myspace and still flirts with me saying she wants it and all this and her girl don't know. i brought up her girl once and she got quiet and that was the end of the conversation. i just find it highly upsetting when you broke my heart, your with this new one, but yet your still playing. thinking about it pisses me off, so im done talking about her specifically.
closing this blog with many thoughts that linger in the mind.
take my time, take away the pressure on my mind
really get to know you, but rewind
wanna love you in slow motion..
i hate blogs and i blame someone for giving me the idea of even starting one. but than i love her ten times more. today was the worse day and the one person i thought i was going to be with feels as though were already at a distance before we really even established something. i felt it since last week and maybe i made the mistake of allowing my emotions to be all over the place and not focusing on my true feelings. i feel as though i am lying to myself about what i truly want and whom i truly want to be with. i guess i should slightly let go of something that will never be. this leads to holding back all the emotions and feelings that i once shared.
i think i have falling for someone, but i will never tell =) only time will tell before my feelings are exposed. of course its hard to even express to anyone, because they never take me seriously or they use it against me somehow or just done care. i dont know i just simply love them regardless of how much they piss me off and how much they get on my nerves. i keep having dreams about them =x which is always a sign, especially if you never had one about someone your suppose to be focusing on. i guess i should consider following the signs at least, but not fall to hard.
i cant say that im happy, but karma is in affect for someone that i once liked. they played me big time and left me with a broken-heart. at the same time im trying to be there for them in this crucial critical time they are going through at the moment. sad part about it is the fact that she has a girl, still flirts with people on myspace and still flirts with me saying she wants it and all this and her girl don't know. i brought up her girl once and she got quiet and that was the end of the conversation. i just find it highly upsetting when you broke my heart, your with this new one, but yet your still playing. thinking about it pisses me off, so im done talking about her specifically.
closing this blog with many thoughts that linger in the mind.
what do u truly want, and who do u truly want?
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