see i don’t give a damn what my friends say
don’t matter anyway
see i never felt this way before
you leave a girl wantin’ more
this is just one of these times where i need to express feelings and of course others will always have their own personal opinions. you can never really have a state of opinion if you have never been in a relationship or loved to being in love with someone. my sister is the only person i confide into mostly and understands where im coming from even though at first she had different emotions towards who i was with.
the case of the ex.
those you've been with later become your ex when things don't work out and at that point you move on and you shouldn't be thinking about them. im beyond different, no matter the differences i find myself thinking about her. yes i can say ive moved on and let go emotionally, but why do i continue to feel like this. why do i find myself reminiscing of all the times and everything we've gone through. there are so many rules when it comes to the turn "my ex" your not suppose to associate yourself with them or even be friends at that. i always ask the person im interested in if they have a problem with me associating myself with my ex as friends and usually they say no. later on they start demonstrating slight jealousy if you do. but that's not what i decided to talk about.
my sister and i usually have conversations at night, about relationships and from my experience i always let her know be careful, because i would never want to see my sister put in a situation that i was. and she also now understands why ive never fully let go of my ex like some have had exs that were so bad, that your glad its over, me ive experienced a great deal, but there are always those lovely positive moments. reason why i don't understand why people portray their ex as such a horrible person what happened to the positive things that happened. or those don't necessarily matter.
love letter.
for you ; i still love you. i still care about you. even though were not together, sometimes when im listening to music i think about us. when i first met you i was hesitant, even though i knew that you would be the one for me. when you told me you loved me, i felt this amazing feeling that i can still hardly explain till this day. we were on separated by distance and time. i know we've been through so much, but i wouldn't change it for anything. as our relationship evolved we grew together and united as one soul. i hated you, but loved you more. your such an amazing person with a beautiful soul. people could never see the reasons why, but im telling you. your my inspiration and i would do anything for you. now that its all gone, but i still think about you and hope for the best. i wish i could say how bomb your are over the phone, but i cant. lol i think that would be too personal, but i have to admit the business is so damn good that i swear i be wanting you. i sometimes miss your voice and i simply miss everything. i missed missing your phone calls and your voice mails, i missed when we use to talk for hours. lol just good memories. remember when i said it would be forever =(
Everything, Everyday, Everywhere.
sometimes it sucks feeling like this. yes i like someone else and might possible be with them. i don't want to go around lying to myself. like you have no idea how it feels until you've been there. you can read this and think, well you need to get yourself together before you try talking and dating. i have myself together, its just that currently im missing the past and have the right to reminisce about someone i was once with. eventually ill be able to finally let go completely, they say being with someone for a year doubles to get over them. i hope it doesn't take that long for me. my sister always ask, if they asked you to be theirs would you consider and half of me would jump at that chance, but i cant. there can never be a me and you for so many reasons. i just keep the memories.
you still probably don't understand and it seems as though no one has and will understand me and what the true meaning of love is. as the last thing to be said, don't throw around the word "love" or abuse it. its only four letters with strong effects towards someone's emotions and feelings. hopefully the next person i date understands and to know that my ex would never interfere with our present relationship, but that sometimes i do reminisce about what we once shared, is it wrong, who hasn't? that's the end of this blog.
...
don’t matter anyway
see i never felt this way before
you leave a girl wantin’ more
this is just one of these times where i need to express feelings and of course others will always have their own personal opinions. you can never really have a state of opinion if you have never been in a relationship or loved to being in love with someone. my sister is the only person i confide into mostly and understands where im coming from even though at first she had different emotions towards who i was with.
the case of the ex.
those you've been with later become your ex when things don't work out and at that point you move on and you shouldn't be thinking about them. im beyond different, no matter the differences i find myself thinking about her. yes i can say ive moved on and let go emotionally, but why do i continue to feel like this. why do i find myself reminiscing of all the times and everything we've gone through. there are so many rules when it comes to the turn "my ex" your not suppose to associate yourself with them or even be friends at that. i always ask the person im interested in if they have a problem with me associating myself with my ex as friends and usually they say no. later on they start demonstrating slight jealousy if you do. but that's not what i decided to talk about.
my sister and i usually have conversations at night, about relationships and from my experience i always let her know be careful, because i would never want to see my sister put in a situation that i was. and she also now understands why ive never fully let go of my ex like some have had exs that were so bad, that your glad its over, me ive experienced a great deal, but there are always those lovely positive moments. reason why i don't understand why people portray their ex as such a horrible person what happened to the positive things that happened. or those don't necessarily matter.
love letter.
for you ; i still love you. i still care about you. even though were not together, sometimes when im listening to music i think about us. when i first met you i was hesitant, even though i knew that you would be the one for me. when you told me you loved me, i felt this amazing feeling that i can still hardly explain till this day. we were on separated by distance and time. i know we've been through so much, but i wouldn't change it for anything. as our relationship evolved we grew together and united as one soul. i hated you, but loved you more. your such an amazing person with a beautiful soul. people could never see the reasons why, but im telling you. your my inspiration and i would do anything for you. now that its all gone, but i still think about you and hope for the best. i wish i could say how bomb your are over the phone, but i cant. lol i think that would be too personal, but i have to admit the business is so damn good that i swear i be wanting you. i sometimes miss your voice and i simply miss everything. i missed missing your phone calls and your voice mails, i missed when we use to talk for hours. lol just good memories. remember when i said it would be forever =(
Everything, Everyday, Everywhere.
sometimes it sucks feeling like this. yes i like someone else and might possible be with them. i don't want to go around lying to myself. like you have no idea how it feels until you've been there. you can read this and think, well you need to get yourself together before you try talking and dating. i have myself together, its just that currently im missing the past and have the right to reminisce about someone i was once with. eventually ill be able to finally let go completely, they say being with someone for a year doubles to get over them. i hope it doesn't take that long for me. my sister always ask, if they asked you to be theirs would you consider and half of me would jump at that chance, but i cant. there can never be a me and you for so many reasons. i just keep the memories.
you still probably don't understand and it seems as though no one has and will understand me and what the true meaning of love is. as the last thing to be said, don't throw around the word "love" or abuse it. its only four letters with strong effects towards someone's emotions and feelings. hopefully the next person i date understands and to know that my ex would never interfere with our present relationship, but that sometimes i do reminisce about what we once shared, is it wrong, who hasn't? that's the end of this blog.
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i hate to see you go even though i know when you're coming back
It's hard to breathe without you girl and baby that's a fact
i know sometimes you have to leave but i wish that you could stay
It's hard to breathe without you girl and baby that's a fact
i know sometimes you have to leave but i wish that you could stay
everytime you go away.
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